What happens to someone when they give complete power to faith? I don't know, because it just happened to me.

I rekindled my faith today. I feel different. To be able to feel god, the universe, the life of the world, for the first time? I don't even know how to begin explaining it. I feel new. I feel alive for the first time in many years. I have faith for the future and for me and for the world.

I feel free and loved and loving and good. I feel like I have just discovered myself.

I have given up. And I have been born anew.

I don't know what kind of God is up there or if I should really even call it that. I used God for convenience. It may be the universe. Maybe it's the Jewish God or the Hindu Gods. Who knows. The only importance is faith. I simply believe something is out there and it is a part of me now. I accept all of myself to it. I am one with it and so I am one with the universe.

I believe.